I quit my job today, and I feel a little lost. I’ve worked at the same company for the past 8 months, and I’ve really enjoyed it, but I knew it was time to move on.
I know 8 months doesn’t sound like a long time, but it felt like it. I was an intern, so it was certainly longer than I anticipated. I got to know and care about the team I worked with; I flew to Germany to meet them. I felt close to them.
Months ago, I wrote a piece on When to Quit. I think about it often. According to my own advice, it’s the right time to move on — I’m no longer at a point where I think continuing with my current job will set me up for a brighter future.
I’ve been in a position like this before. It feels like a breakup — one that you know is important for your growth but still hurts.
Compound that with the fact that I don’t have another job lined up. What I have lined up for me is applications and personal projects. I feel unstable.
At its most extreme, I feel like I was standing on solid ground only to pull the lever to a trap door. I’m falling and I don’t know where to grab on.
At its best, I’m falling, learning, and ready to experience a new journey. It’s liberating and exciting.
It’s incredibly comfortable to feel like you’re on a path. There’s a map. You know where to go, how to get there, and what you can expect. But there comes a point at which you look around and realize that while it may feel good, it isn’t good. There’s something inside of you longing for more. Naval speaks on this idea in an interview with Joe Rogan: it’s like following a path up a mountain only to get halfway to the top and realizing the path doesn’t go the whole way to the top. It’s time to go back down and choose a new direction.
Creating a Path
One of the biggest misconceptions when it comes to passion, meaning, and callings (whatever you want to call it) is that you’ll find it. Someday, somewhere, something will fall in your lap and be what you’re meant to do.